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The real world never seems to be fun enough, good enough... ideal enough. 
 
...... what's your ideal reality?

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"I'm broken inside.
Pieces of me, intense and obscene.
Forced not to show
the things that I know.
All of the flaws I keep unseen.
Who to turn to?
What else can I do?
Hoping to find a way to see through
a break in the sky,
To get through the night,
And discover the piece I wish I knew.
Living in shades of gray.
Sifting through this disarray.
Can I find enough of me to be okay?"

Tranquility is an echo,
From the soul's deepest crevice.
Waiting is a silent disintegration,
Stemming from countless disappointments,
Which makes the pain that hides underneath
The tranquil facade even more ironic. 

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I see love as encompassing ---
enough to hold a hundred kinds of pain.
I see love as confining --- 
enough to feel suffocated with just three people.
I see love as vast ---
despite all efforts, loneliness still prevails.
I see love as minuscule ---
with just one trample, it crumbles into ruins.

"moshi mo hitotsu dake, tatta hitotsu dake,
kanaerareru nara, nani wo inoru kana?"

I'm broken inside. Pieces of me, intense and obscene.
Forced not to show: the things that I know, all of the flaws I keep unseen.